I’m really tired. I’ve been pushed to my limits so many times. Instead I try and cool down but more shit just keeps coming. I hate keeping it inside. I don’t want to tell anyone because it doesn’t matter. I’m just gonna tell them then the conversation will pass. It’s going to stay in my mind. I…
you may not think much of it, but i remember everytime you make a stupid comment about an actress.. when you imply how attactive you find her. just how most other guys like, those actresses you comment have big boobs, curves, big lips, beautiful hair and well… is pretty much perfect to any guys standards. then i look at myself.. and i get frustrated because i can’t look like that. i would give anything just to look like those girls you admire; then maybe you’d be proud to call me your girlfriend and show me off. but then i get confused because you say you want me to be more confident about myself. how am i supposed to do that when my own boyfriend has never even complimented me in person? other people compliment me, but i dont care what they say… all i care about is your opinion. ugh. but anyways.. i get it, all guys like those girls and its not just you.. but please. just don’t leave me. i really have given you my all and i try my best to keep you happy. i’m already losing my dad again- i don’t want to lose you too.
